Hey...

So now I´ve got holidays...but for some reason I´m not in the right mood. I´m just feeling a bit down, and I guess you know why. Isnt it all about boys?

There are two of them who drive me crazy...for weeks ^^ I dont know what to do or not to do. Should I tell them about my feelings? I´m a bit afraid of them being shocked or anything and never talking to me again. But if I go on doing nothing this will kill me...

Is there anyone who might help me?

17.7.06 21:49


Hey you...

I hate the time I have to wait for somebody..I always feel stupid and useless at these moments. Or even annoying or anything like that.

Do you know this feeling?

When I get the idea of somebody liking me, I always try my best to do everything for this relationship (no matter which kind of relationship it is..). And as I´m now realizing again, this is sometimes too much... I´m really worried about that, but I cannot stop it, because the more I think about it, the worse it gets...

A vicious circle..

It might be because I´m so lonely and lost in my world, but there is nothing I can do about it... The only thing to save me is

*SoMeBoDy*

And it seems as if he cannot reach me. There is always something in his way. And thats not fair.

It´s not supposed to sound arrogant - but in my opinion I should get a chance, cause I didnt do anything wrong in my past and at least I learned from the mistakes I made. In contrast to other ones who really hurt me.

Please...give me this chance!

11.7.06 22:05


Itīs a beautiful day...

Hey you...

I´m sitting here in a boring room ^^ Guess you know the song. My weekend was really great but after all I´m though sad. Why do I have to stay here without knowing how my chances are? Yeah, I could go and just try, but I don´t want to be hurt again. And there´s the other one, but much too far away... That´s so not fair!! I want him to come over here and just do what we wanted to do, but had no time. :-*

9.7.06 16:34





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