I hate the time I have to wait for somebody..I always feel stupid and useless at these moments. Or even annoying or anything like that.
Do you know this feeling?
When I get the idea of somebody liking me, I always try my best to do everything for this relationship (no matter which kind of relationship it is..). And as I´m now realizing again, this is sometimes too much... I´m really worried about that, but I cannot stop it, because the more I think about it, the worse it gets...
A vicious circle..
It might be because I´m so lonely and lost in my world, but there is nothing I can do about it... The only thing to save me is
And it seems as if he cannot reach me. There is always something in his way. And thats not fair.
It´s not supposed to sound arrogant - but in my opinion I should get a chance, cause I didnt do anything wrong in my past and at least I learned from the mistakes I made. In contrast to other ones who really hurt me.
Please...give me this chance!